5.08.2008

Playing on the Bipolar Playground on the manic swing

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Not much going on. In a cleaning / organizing mode...mwhahahaha...




5.07.2008

Iron Man <333

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I loved this movie if you couldn't tell. It was a lot of fun and I love Robert Downey Jr. He's awesome. Being a huge fan of his for years, it kicks ass to see him finally emerge from drugs and alcohol into the actor I always knew he could be.

As for other things...I'm insanely tired. Got my period today, so insomnia is sort of a given at this time. Knock on wood, no migraine but I'm sure it's coming. It's been looming on the outskirts like a boogey man, I can feel it.

I've been eating so well for so long, I went to eat a french fry and couldn't do it. It literally tasted like crap. I ate half and gave the other half back.

I can see the difference in my figure now and it's great, now..if I could just get that damned scale to move along with it. Usually it goes up a few pounds when I'm ragging, which it hasn't...yet. That could mean one of two things.

1. I weigh less, but because I'm ragging, it's showing the same weight on the scale to compensate for the bloating

2. I haven't gotten to the "bloating" part yet.

I'll take door #1, ty.

I started another Ted Dekker book called "SAINT" since I liked "SKIN" so much. Hopefully, this book is just as good. =) I'll surely let you know.

Ohh lookie, I added this little ticker...note my lady bug ;)

5.06.2008

hormones are teh suck

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I'm in the "blue zone". That means I'm on the blue pills in my birth control pack and so I'm heading into PMS land. That also means I need to stock up on coffee and get no sleep for days. Let me tell you how excited I am. -.-

I tossed and turned all night last night. I even tried my chamomile tea to no avail. I watched boring ass tv shows (Meet the Groomer, ugh) and still...thrashed and flopped around like a dead flounder.

I finished my book SKIN last night. It did in fact have a surprise ending and I liked it. Almost didn't. But then I did. See, they waited until the last 2-3 pages to give the 'real' ending and so I was like OH! pleasantly surprised. So read it! I think I actually have another one of Ted Dekker's books so I may try to read that one too. But there's another one I want to get called ADAM. And Thre3 looks good too.

It's 11:51. It's cloudy and icky out (not the awesome overcast of an impending storm, boo) and I have a parent teacher meeting with Cam's teacher whom I'd love to stick in a back room with a hungry rat :D...(what? I'm just sayin!)